thank you Romane, Blinkeybill, Eternalstudent, Rani and smiling skeptic
I am happy that in this world, full of difficulties, people still care for one another. and I am very happy that I can talk here because where I live, in my country, I can't reveal my religion. I sometimes have to lie for the fear of my life. when I see Baha'is living somewhere else and freely talking about their ideas and their religion, I feel really sorrowful because I can't do such things but then again, I know, in all situations God won't forget us. maybe that is my TEST once I have changed my religion. maybe I should be tested about how serious I am in my decision (and I am really serious, I can give my life for it).
Dear Rani I I know you have talked about escaping my country in order for my safety. I have the courage to do this and I also have the chance. the man I love has asked me to come here and take me with himself but can I put anyone's life in danger for my own sake? can I let my parents die of sorrow in order for my self to be safe and to reach my desires? If I say I believe in the power of God and in His Merci and if I say i love Baha'ullah and my religion, then how can I do this? how can I be that cruel to mt family (although they hurt my emotions and although they are too frightened to give their consent).... this is a tough situation, extremely difficult where I have no one around and where I have lost all my friends except one. where my once friends, now laugh at me because of my madness in loving a FOREIGNER WHO IS MUCH OLDER THAN ME these are all my difficulties in life.
Maybe I should wait for a miracle to get free and I continue praying. no one but God can help me. yet IF I know my problem of not being able to have my parents' consent can be solved using one of the mentioned parts in that letter from UHJ I would reallly be glad. I just don't want to break the rules I don't want to sacrifice my love for God and my life in the world hereafter for anything. I can't live without the man I love but maybe God has still miracles to perform....
Pray for me dear friends...
(P.S I had answered all your kind replies yesterday but because I am a new comer here, I didnt know that I should use the "quote" option to answer you. so none of my replies has been published here. thank you all my friends, again and again)
I am happy that in this world, full of difficulties, people still care for one another. and I am very happy that I can talk here because where I live, in my country, I can't reveal my religion. I sometimes have to lie for the fear of my life. when I see Baha'is living somewhere else and freely talking about their ideas and their religion, I feel really sorrowful because I can't do such things but then again, I know, in all situations God won't forget us. maybe that is my TEST once I have changed my religion. maybe I should be tested about how serious I am in my decision (and I am really serious, I can give my life for it).
Dear Rani I I know you have talked about escaping my country in order for my safety. I have the courage to do this and I also have the chance. the man I love has asked me to come here and take me with himself but can I put anyone's life in danger for my own sake? can I let my parents die of sorrow in order for my self to be safe and to reach my desires? If I say I believe in the power of God and in His Merci and if I say i love Baha'ullah and my religion, then how can I do this? how can I be that cruel to mt family (although they hurt my emotions and although they are too frightened to give their consent).... this is a tough situation, extremely difficult where I have no one around and where I have lost all my friends except one. where my once friends, now laugh at me because of my madness in loving a FOREIGNER WHO IS MUCH OLDER THAN ME these are all my difficulties in life.
Maybe I should wait for a miracle to get free and I continue praying. no one but God can help me. yet IF I know my problem of not being able to have my parents' consent can be solved using one of the mentioned parts in that letter from UHJ I would reallly be glad. I just don't want to break the rules I don't want to sacrifice my love for God and my life in the world hereafter for anything. I can't live without the man I love but maybe God has still miracles to perform....
Pray for me dear friends...
(P.S I had answered all your kind replies yesterday but because I am a new comer here, I didnt know that I should use the "quote" option to answer you. so none of my replies has been published here. thank you all my friends, again and again)
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